Chapter 7

The succession story was only half.
I knew because Margaret answered too cleanly.
Old people hide deeper truths behind broad principles.
I asked:
“What else?”
Nothing.
I waited.
Then Imogen cracked.
“Tell him about the trust.”
Margaret closed her eyes.
There.
Money.
Not motive perhaps.
Leverage.
“What trust?”
My father created equal trusts for any children born to the sitting head.
Automatic.
Untouchable until adulthood.
Lila’s trust activated at birth.
Then what?
If she died, it reverted to a family reserve controlled by the elders.
If she lived, it remained hers.
I understood.
“You declared her dead.”
Margaret looked ashamed now.
Finally.
The trust reverted.
How much?
Twenty-two million dollars at the time.
More now.
Where did it go?
Into an elder reserve.
Who controlled it?
Margaret.
Then later Imogen and Colin were granted access to part of that reserve for family properties.
Everything aligned.
Lila’s disappearance simplified succession.
Funded old family structures.
And filled Imogen’s private grief.
Everyone gained something except Lila.
I almost laughed from disgust.
“Did Imogen know about the trust?”
She shook her head.
Margaret said:
“Not at first.”
“At first?”
Imogen looked sick.
“Mother told me after a year.”
And she still kept Lila.
There.
Important.
The initial act came from grief and manipulation.
The continuing act became informed choice.
No absolution.
Colin knew from the beginning.
Of course.
He handled family investments.
I looked at him.
“You profited from keeping her dead.”
He snapped:
“We used money for the estate.”
Not personal.
Classic defense.
Money can serve a group and still be stolen from a child.
Then Lucy tugged my sleeve.
“What dead?”
I froze.
Too much adult truth.
I carried both girls upstairs.
Lila still would not let me hold her.
Lucy did.
That was okay.
At the top of the stairs, Lila asked:
“Am I dead?”
My heart broke again.
“No.”
“Then why everyone say?”
I crouched.
“Because adults lied.”
No euphemism.
She deserved one clear thing.
“You are alive.”
May you like
I touched my chest.
“And I know now.”