Chapter 12

Diane changed slowly.
Not cleanly.
Sometimes she defended herself.
Sometimes apologized.
Sometimes both in the same sentence.
I stopped arguing every time.
Change belonged to her.
Access belonged to us.
Those were separate.
She started bringing her own dish to family meals.
No control over everyone else’s plates.
No deciding when children could eat.
Food placed out.
People chose.
The first time Evan attended again, he stood beside me for ten minutes before touching anything.
Then he took one roll.
Looked at Diane.
She said nothing.
Good.
He took another.
Still nothing.
Then chicken.
No laughter.
No slap.
No accusation.
Just dinner.
May you like
That should never have been remarkable.
But it was.