Chapter 5
Bianca stopped pretending the problem was Caleb.
“Everything was always Alessandra,” she said.
My mother closed her eyes.
My father did not.
He had heard this before.
I saw it.
“You knew.”
Vincent looked at me.
“Bianca has always felt overlooked.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
Silence.
My sister laughed.
“Of course he knew.”
She stepped closer.
“I was older. I followed every rule. I sat through every dinner. I learned every name. Then Dad decided you had the temperament.”
I stared at her.
“I was twenty-two.”
“And I was thirty.”
“So?”
“You walked into rooms and men listened.”
“That isn’t something I did to you.”
Her face tightened.
“It became something you did to everyone.”
Francesca stepped in.
“This is exactly why Mason matters.”
I looked at her.
“Explain.”
She did.
Mason was older.
Male.
Already listening during family dinners.
Already interested in capos, routes, names.
Caleb was four.
Soft.
Attached to me.
Frightened easily.
The language made my skin crawl.
“You’ve been evaluating children.”
Francesca lifted her chin.
“We’ve been thinking about continuity.”
There it was.
The clean word.
Continuity.
Always useful when cruelty needs better clothing.
I looked at my father.
“And you?”
Vincent hesitated.
That told me enough.
“I believed Mason should be taught responsibility.”
“By tying Caleb down?”
“No.”
“By telling one child he might replace another?”
Silence.
My father looked tired.
“I did not know it went this far.”
I almost laughed.
“How far did you think it went?”
He did not answer.
That was the real problem.
Everyone in this room had tolerated the first ten steps because none wanted responsibility for step eleven.
Mason was taught that strength earned love.
Caleb was taught weakness cost him belonging.
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Bianca was taught resentment could be inherited.
And my parents called all of it preparation.
